I love you, go away :)

How's It Going To Be- Third Eye Blind
 
Plot Twist:I'm stuck between two guys. It's pretty cliche though. One is the "bad boy" type, and although I'm like violently attracted to him, liking him has been a roller coaster. The other is a nice guy who I have a ton in common with and he's extremely sweet to me... so you think it would make sense for me to like the nice guy, but I can't get the other one out of my head! Ugh, I'm so conflicted.
 
But this set felt good to make because (at least this what was I was aiming for) the different sides contrast each other. One is light and one is dark. And both picture of are girls walking away, not sure what the significance of that is though.
 
Anyway. This set means a lot. And I'm still confused. Have a good day friends.

Yeah my friends could run me through with "I told you so"s but that's never what we like to hear is it? I gave it my best effort and you apparently didn't even give a shit. It's fine, no I understand, it's nobody's fault when two people don't have a connection or just don't work out. It's not your fault if I just read all of the signs wrong.
 
I'm done. At this point I don't even care if you like me or not. If you do, sucks to be you. If you don't, then whatever, it still doesn't matter. You're just an oblivious idiot who can't see what's right in front of you. And that's fine, I don't care if you're dumb, it just means you're not for me.
 
I took a risk and it didn't work. There was no harm in trying.It'll only suck when you realize you screwed up. But I have no regrets.
 
Welp. Sox game tonight. Stay strong friends and I'll do my best to do the same.

Nothing Left to Lose- Mat Kearney
 
Some people write songs or write when they have feelings... but I just come to polyvore. Whenever I have any sort of feelings about anything all I want to do is let it out in a set and it makes me feel tons better.
 
Do you ever feel like you make a set and you're just on autopilot, so when you look back you don't really remember making it? Haha that's this set :)
 
I'm really happy today, I'm starting to think that everything really could work out. It's kind of funny writing personal stuff on sets and wondering if anyone actually reads it. But I write it more for me than anything else.
 
Have a great day friends, you're all beautiful. Everything always gets better eventually, you just have to be patient sometimes.

Why do I miss you so much? It hasn't been very long but I really can't wait to see you. All I want to do is talk to you just you and me... Do you feel it too or is it just me?
 

#sundress #flats

Angles Of The Silences- Counting Crows
I bring disappointment on myself. Literally why do I do this. But you shouldn't regret things. I guess.
I had no motivation to make this but I did it anyway. Weird.

Island In The Sun- Weezer
 
Recently discovered I really like this song. And this website must be good luck :)

I have a slight boy question and if you are feeling knowledgeable feel free to answer.... or you can answer anyway, no matter.
 
I gave this guy my number because I had strong reasons to believe he liked me. He contacted me and la-di-dah, it was a good sign. We saw each other the next day and I felt a spark. It was crazy. Then he stopped contacting me over the long weekend and I can't tell if he's blowing me off or what. I saw him today but we didn't get to talk so I couldn't tell if the spark was still there. I don't know what to do. This is maybe the most confused I've ever been, ugh. It really really seemed like he like me now idk what to think.

This is almost the most random set I've ever made.
 
But I needed to make it that way to vent. I am so impulsive. Yesterday no one knew, and now so many people do because I couldn't hold myself from telling them. And my own secret too. It shouldn't be a big deal, but I reallyyyy am starting to like you and I don't want anything to get in the way... namely my big mouth. I'm driving myself crazy over something so small.
 
Anyway, have fun friends! Everyday is an adventure.

Scar Tissue- Red Hot Chili Peppers
 
It's been a while since I've felt this way about anyone. It's so weird but I love it when you make me laugh.

soo my goal for the month is to be more patient. I started this draft last week when I was super frustrated that I couldn't schedule my license test... and I had a medical issue, so I've been waiting to drive for a long time. And the process was just going soo slowly and I was getting so frustrated because it had been so long and all of friends can drive!
 
Any way, point is, I was able to schedule it yesterday so all of the waiting paid off!